STORM!!

WAAA!!!! CLOCKS REALLY ARE TICKING WAY TOO FAST HERE!!
i've been doing countdown since the first day i stepped into this prep class..

"there's 3 months left before the test.."

"there's 10 weeks before the test.."

"there's 1 month before the test.."

..and then suddenly..it was..

"DAMN!!!! THERE'S 3 WEEKS LEFT!!"

"2 WEEKS TO GOOOO..WAAAA!!"

"1 WEEK LEFT!!!"

and then..

here i am..

never been this panicked before..

with only ONE DAY to go!!!!

AAAA!!!!!!! SOMEBODY, SAVE ME PLEASE!!!

i've never been this panic..

this nervous..

this " @#!%$^^&)(>?<!! " before...

all i could think of is..

"what am i going to do if i didn't pass the test?!!!"

and lately i was soooo FED UP with all of this..

all of these books..

all of these mountains..

..lakes..

..emperors..

..formulas..

it was like there's this tornado..keeps swirling inside my brain!!!

i can't think straight!!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!

and make a cocoon with my blanket..

damn!!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IF I DIDN'T PASS THE TEST??

ah..

yesterday a friend of mine gave me this phrase..

"尽人事后听天命"

do your best..and let God do the rest..

aaaaaaahhhhhh~~~~

JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUUUUUUU~~!!!!!