dont read this, i'm crazy

Today I woke up a bit early..and took a shower..

And in the shower, as usual, I was thinking about..stuff..

Hahahha!!

I recalled my Marx lesson..

On my last two lesson, my teacher gave us some articles about DiaoYuDao..

and the Chinese newspaper and magazines wrote about KangRi..

couple days ago, I saw some merchandise with words like “抗日” printed on them..

and I was like thinking.. “why?? Why should they do that??”

I don’t know if it’s because my country is not involved in this ‘thing’..and if it were my country and Malaysia fighting, I would have different opinion..but I think..it’s a fight between the two country’s governments!! Why do the people involve??

People are innocent!!

And I even believe that some of the Japanese didn’t know what’s happening..and suddenly they were beaten at some alleys in China. Vice versa.

What’s the use of the UN then??

Isn’t it about achieving world peace and stuff??

(at this point I don’t think I should post this..BUT I DID..lol..and fuck!! I’m supposed to be studying now!!)

I’ve read an article ( I forget where..i think it’s about the nature selection or what)..

Living things fight with nature all the time..and the livings who win..survive..

I believe that we, human race, survive because we are intelligent, we have the ability to adapt, and the most important thing is..we can rely on others.

We are social creatures. We can’t live without others.

And are the Japanese not human?? They ARE for crying out loud!!

And we need them to win this fight!

(OK now I’m babbling)

Can you imagine if human race extinct just because we were stupid enough to kill each other??

*sigh*

I really need to cut my caffeine consumption.

 

AND GAAAhHHH!!! MY GRAMMAR!!!

Need to focus on my English!!

pardon my craziness~
annyeong~

爱到~

7 nights from today..
i'll be curling on my old bed..
creating a cocoon out of my sweet sweet blanket..hwaahh!!!
dammit! i'm so soo soooo excited!
YES!!! there are only SEVEN days left before my old bed and i are reunited..
hmhm~

i don't know what i've been doing these past weeks..
i went to bed at dawn..and woke up at 8 every morning..
haish~
holidays ruin my healthy life (LIKE I USED TO HAVE ONE..hahha!)

anywaaayyy...
today..i went to ktv with my myanmar friends..
SUDDENLY my heart skipped a beat..
one of my friends sang a song..
a song that put me on a time machine and took me to the past..
those times..those junior high days..
it makes my heart beats twice faster than usual~
badump..badump..

"爱到..爱到~
爱到脑海里有一万个你..快爆掉..
你一个眼神我什么都好~
或许就是狠狠爱到~"

life after the storm..

wohoooooo!!!

these past 2 weeks were hectic!! hahhaa~

i've been sooooooooooooo "busy"..wandering around all day..

we're at 同里, 苏州

it's water city..

kinda boring..

but there's this sex museum inside the garden..hahhaha!!!

(see the penis statue?)

i <3 this placeee!!!!

it's paradiseeeee..

hahha!

too bad i don't have money.. -.-

"try" doesn't cost you a penny..lol

reminds me of medaaannnn...hiks X'(

i've had my hair cut!!!

telur belacaaaannn...i miss youuuu!!!

you would never find me at home..if the shorter hand of clock didn't point to 10..LOL

I'M EXHAUSTED..and happy at the same time..wkk!!

but really...i need some sleep!!

anywaaaayyy...the test result was published 4 days ago..

and....

hoahahahhaoaahoahaoaoaao!!! MY NUMBER WAS IN IT!!!!

122181 胜利!!!! <3

OMG!!! I'M SOOOOOOO OVERWHELMED!!!

and sad at the same time..

aish!!

many of my friends didn't get in..

i don't know what to do..

sometimes i feel guilty..for no reason!

is it because my hardwork didn't even reach the half of their hardwork?

or is it just like the guilty feeling the rich has for the poor?

haih~

i think i really need a giant hammer to hit my head..

i think too much..

dammit

anywaaayyy...

i still got interview to do..

*sigh*

7 days to go, beh!

jiayoujiayouuu~

i should be preparing for it now..

but!

SO LAZY, MAN!

POST SCRIPT

TODAY'S CEKA'S BDAYYYY~!!!! <3

happy birthdayyyyy cekkaaaaa!!!!!

your prince charming is around the corner!!

so don't worry!!

hahhaha!!

LOVE YA!! <3 <3~

STORM!!

WAAA!!!! CLOCKS REALLY ARE TICKING WAY TOO FAST HERE!!
i've been doing countdown since the first day i stepped into this prep class..

"there's 3 months left before the test.."

"there's 10 weeks before the test.."

"there's 1 month before the test.."

..and then suddenly..it was..

"DAMN!!!! THERE'S 3 WEEKS LEFT!!"

"2 WEEKS TO GOOOO..WAAAA!!"

"1 WEEK LEFT!!!"

and then..

here i am..

never been this panicked before..

with only ONE DAY to go!!!!

AAAA!!!!!!! SOMEBODY, SAVE ME PLEASE!!!

i've never been this panic..

this nervous..

this " @#!%$^^&)(>?<!! " before...

all i could think of is..

"what am i going to do if i didn't pass the test?!!!"

and lately i was soooo FED UP with all of this..

all of these books..

all of these mountains..

..lakes..

..emperors..

..formulas..

it was like there's this tornado..keeps swirling inside my brain!!!

i can't think straight!!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!

and make a cocoon with my blanket..

damn!!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IF I DIDN'T PASS THE TEST??

ah..

yesterday a friend of mine gave me this phrase..

"尽人事后听天命"

do your best..and let God do the rest..

aaaaaaahhhhhh~~~~

JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUUUUUUU~~!!!!!

yunxiang temple~

the first stimulation test is oveeeerrrr~~ yeyy!! yeyy!!

i've tried my best! but still i don't want to see the result.. =.=

seeing my test result will be the same as watching a horror movie in the middle of the night, alone..

@___@

anyway...i had a wonderful weekends!

rose, yan and i went to this mexican restaurant we were craving for months!

the food was cheesy..

and..

i LOVE it!!

besidessss, the waiters and waitresses are angels <3~

hahha!

later, we went to this 云翔寺..

we had to take 1 hour bus to get there..

PLUS..

half an hour MRT, around 15mins asking people for direction and 5mins pedicab..

when we arrived..

we were really ASTONISHED!

the place doesn't look like shanghai at all..

everything looks SLOW!

the cars..the pedicab..the bike..the people..

they all look so relaxed! and friendly..

hahha!

unfortunately..we arrived too late!

the temple closed at 16.30 and we arrived just 15mins before it..

wkk!

we begged the 阿姨 and 叔叔 to let us in..

they did..

but they kept telling us to pray quickly..hahha!

the temple is great!

but we didn't have enough time to EXPLORE thoroughly..

after that..

we went to the market beside the temple..

there were soooo many stalls selling so many things..

food..snacks..clothes..accesories..

etc etc etc..

we bought a lot..ate a lot..

we also ate our favourite stink tofu!

we asked the seller to give us the most stink of all..hahha!!

it's finger licking delicious..

but still..i don't think it was stink at all.. X9

it was a vacation after a long long loooonnnggg week!

though it was just a short trip..but we really enjoyed it!

on the bus!

the puppies that rose and i bought for our moms..

one of them reminds us of someone..hahha <3~

it only cost us 10rmb!! lol

we're playing around the bus stop like idiots! hahha!!

btw..i'm flapping my wings, trying to fly! X9

i also bought a new hat! and kerropi stickers!!!!!!! waaaa!!!

i got no money left!!!

dead meat

waaa!! it's 8th April alreadyyyyy~~~

the D-day is like 27 days to goooo~~ dang! dang! dang!!

the clock is ticking waaaayyyy too fast!! someone please help me!! SOS!! SOS~!!

the less time i have..the more pessimistic i become..omg!!

plus!! there's like 模拟考试 (stimulation test) on  this friday and saturday...

WAA!! WAA!! WAA!!

i don't know..i don't know..i don't care anymoreeee~~

i'm a dead meat..!

X( X( X(

thanks for bringing me to this world, mom~

"MAAAAKKKK aaa~~"

i really miss the days when i can easily shout out like that..hahha..

(though i know i can simply call her and do it..but..the sensasion is D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T..lol~)

anywaaaayy..tomorrow's my mom's birthdaaayyyy~~
happy birthday, maaaaakk <3~

saeng'il chukha hamnidaaaaa~

生日快乐~

otanjoubi omedetoooou~
love you till the end of the day~

this is my first year not being able to accompany her on her birthday.. *shed tears*

thanks for bringing me to this world..

thanks for bearing on my attitude all these years..

thanks for loving me..

thanks for being my mom..

kamsiah..kamsiah..kamsiaaaahhh~!!

wish you live happily ever after..

wish you can fill your days with smiles..

wish you luck and happiness with a hug and a smile X) X)

this is your cake <3~

my gift for you..

hope you like it.. X)

LOTS OF KISSES!!

muach muach muach muach!!!

3rd April 2012,

from your little girl, who is not little anymore (hahha)...

elaine X)

angels~

spring has arrived, beybeeehhh! *excited*
the temp is increasing day by day..and SOON i will be able to wear only T-shirt+shorts+slippers to school!! hwhahhahah~
buuuttt.. besides that, i'm still not used to this spring thingy. why? the sun rises at 5am, everyoneeeee..!! that causes me a major heart attack every morning! i thought i was late! -.-


anywaaaaaayyy~
i've met lots of angels lately.
my classmates.. the thai.. my medanese friends.. my housemates..and even the CHINESE!
(fyi, and when i said 'chinese'..i mean the people who live, grow, mate, etc in china..)


before i left for shanghai..everybody was like brain-washing me..putting this PEOPLE-ARE-EVIL-DON'T-TRUST-THEM-ESPECIALLY-THE-CHINESE-THEY-R-SLY thing rotting in my mind.
but yesterday's incident changes my mind!
...
yesterday, i accompanied my friends to a translator company... since we were in a hurry, we took a cab.
i was texting my housemate on the way.. and when we got out of the cab..i left my phone there.. (yeah, i know i'm stupid)
it was like 15minutes later when i realised it.. then i borrowed my friend's phone (THANK YOU, amigo! you saved the day~!! or at least MY day.. X9 ) and frantically called my phone..
that moment, i was like:
"OH MY GOD! i don't have enough money to buy nice phone"
"should i tell my mom?"
"will mom give me money to buy new phone?"
"@?!*(^%$#>}<::+@#"
etc..etc..
after like eternity (actually it's just like 5 calls or more..but it felt like eternity for me back there..so.. hahha), someone picked it..
i was like "师父, i left my phone in your cab" blablablablaaa..


short story even shorter.. he gave me back my phone!
BANZAIII!!!!
GOD BLESS YOU, shifuuuu~ <3
here's my ANGEL's picture..

P.S my friend took it because she thought he looks like Papa Jumba..hahha!


i was shocked, by the way.. it really opens my eyes..
he could have ignored my phone calls and sold my phone, you knoooow~
it makes me realise that I AM THE ONE WHO ARE REALLY MEAN for having the chinese-are-mean thought.. >________<" 


i really am lucky!! hahha~ THANK GOD!  maybe i should have flower-bathe..lol~


ah! you know what, actually i have left my phone in a car before. it was 3 years ago.. but the driver didn't return it back.. hiks!
haishh~ i never learn from mistakes that i made..
even donkey never fell into the same hole twice.. *sigh* maybe i AM stupider than donkeys.. *double sighs*






annyeong~
LESS-THAN-THREE <3

chukhae~

"一年前我在干什么?"


一年前的我..脑袋还是一片空白..
不知道要去哪里读大学..不知道要选什么专业..不知道能不能顺顺利利毕业..
不知道..不知道..都是不知道..
还记得..每当某些人问我以后要读什么专业呀, 要去哪里读, 之类的话时..表面上我只能勉强的笑, 摇摇头, 说: "还不知道"..但, 我心里真的很乱. 有时候, 我甚至想挖一个洞然后跳进去, 把自己埋在里面..
hahha!


那..是一年前的我..


时间好比白驹过隙 (i've just learnt this phrase..wkk!!)
眨几次眼.不知不觉..我已经在上海待了8个月..hahha!!
在这8个月里..我变了..
从刚开始要买东西都害羞的我..到现在可以在饭店里很大声地喊 "服务员!!" ..hahha..
而且..去年烦恼的事全都挪移了..都换成五月份考大学的事了..
这几天..我和一群朋友都在忙着报名大学..
报名真的太麻烦了..要弄这个..弄那个..烦死了..
但是..今天..我终于弄好了..
今天下午( 啊啊..还是昨天了?) 我已经把所有资料都交给老师..
报名以后..心情真的轻松多了~~

今天很开心，所以拍了很多张照片.. (骗人!! 其实我们每天都派很多很多很多张照片) hahha


chukhaeee, elaineee <3~
chukhaeee, 都报名好的同学~！！！


五月份的考试..我们来了~~~~~~~
ganbatte~!!


.........


一年后的现在..我又再干嘛呢??

finallyyyyyyy~~

终于~~
believe it or not.. i've been trying to create a blog since high school first grade..
but..with a LITTLE help from my dear friend, ah Jeng, after 4 years..i FINALLY can post my first blog today~..hahha!
less-than-three <3~