Sunday, October 7, 2012

dont read this, i'm crazy


Today I woke up a bit early..and took a shower..

And in the shower, as usual, I was thinking about..stuff..

Hahahha!!

I recalled my Marx lesson..

On my last two lesson, my teacher gave us some articles about DiaoYuDao..

and the Chinese newspaper and magazines wrote about KangRi..

couple days ago, I saw some merchandise with words like “抗日” printed on them..

and I was like thinking.. “why?? Why should they do that??”

I don’t know if it’s because my country is not involved in this ‘thing’..and if it were my country and Malaysia fighting, I would have different opinion..but I think..it’s a fight between the two country’s governments!! Why do the people involve??

People are innocent!!

And I even believe that some of the Japanese didn’t know what’s happening..and suddenly they were beaten at some alleys in China. Vice versa.

What’s the use of the UN then??

Isn’t it about achieving world peace and stuff??

(at this point I don’t think I should post this..BUT I DID..lol..and fuck!! I’m supposed to be studying now!!)

I’ve read an article ( I forget where..i think it’s about the nature selection or what)..

Living things fight with nature all the time..and the livings who win..survive..

I believe that we, human race, survive because we are intelligent, we have the ability to adapt, and the most important thing is..we can rely on others.

We are social creatures. We can’t live without others.

And are the Japanese not human?? They ARE for crying out loud!!

And we need them to win this fight!

(OK now I’m babbling)

Can you imagine if human race extinct just because we were stupid enough to kill each other??

*sigh*

I really need to cut my caffeine consumption.

 

AND GAAAhHHH!!! MY GRAMMAR!!!

Need to focus on my English!!

pardon my craziness~
annyeong~

Friday, June 8, 2012

爱到~

7 nights from today..
i'll be curling on my old bed..
creating a cocoon out of my sweet sweet blanket..hwaahh!!!
dammit! i'm so soo soooo excited!
YES!!! there are only SEVEN days left before my old bed and i are reunited..
hmhm~

i don't know what i've been doing these past weeks..
i went to bed at dawn..and woke up at 8 every morning..
haish~
holidays ruin my healthy life (LIKE I USED TO HAVE ONE..hahha!)

anywaaayyy...
today..i went to ktv with my myanmar friends..
SUDDENLY my heart skipped a beat..
one of my friends sang a song..
a song that put me on a time machine and took me to the past..
those times..those junior high days..
it makes my heart beats twice faster than usual~
badump..badump..

"爱到..爱到~
爱到脑海里有一万个你..快爆掉..
你一个眼神我什么都好~
或许就是狠狠爱到~"

Saturday, May 19, 2012

life after the storm..

wohoooooo!!!
these past 2 weeks were hectic!! hahhaa~
i've been sooooooooooooo "busy"..wandering around all day..


we're at 同里, 苏州
it's water city..
kinda boring..


but there's this sex museum inside the garden..hahhaha!!!
(see the penis statue?)


i <3 this placeee!!!!
it's paradiseeeee..
hahha!
too bad i don't have money.. -.-


"try" doesn't cost you a penny..lol


reminds me of medaaannnn...hiks X'(


i've had my hair cut!!!

telur belacaaaannn...i miss youuuu!!!

you would never find me at home..if the shorter hand of clock didn't point to 10..LOL
I'M EXHAUSTED..and happy at the same time..wkk!!
but really...i need some sleep!!

anywaaaayyy...the test result was published 4 days ago..
and....


hoahahahhaoaahoahaoaoaao!!! MY NUMBER WAS IN IT!!!!
122181 胜利!!!! <3
OMG!!! I'M SOOOOOOO OVERWHELMED!!!
and sad at the same time..
aish!!
many of my friends didn't get in..
i don't know what to do..
sometimes i feel guilty..for no reason!
is it because my hardwork didn't even reach the half of their hardwork?
or is it just like the guilty feeling the rich has for the poor?

haih~
i think i really need a giant hammer to hit my head..
i think too much..
dammit

anywaaayyy...
i still got interview to do..
*sigh*
7 days to go, beh!
jiayoujiayouuu~
i should be preparing for it now..
but!
SO LAZY, MAN!


POST SCRIPT
TODAY'S CEKA'S BDAYYYY~!!!! <3
happy birthdayyyyy cekkaaaaa!!!!!
your prince charming is around the corner!!
so don't worry!!
hahhaha!!
LOVE YA!! <3 <3~

Thursday, May 3, 2012

STORM!!

WAAA!!!! CLOCKS REALLY ARE TICKING WAY TOO FAST HERE!!
i've been doing countdown since the first day i stepped into this prep class..

"there's 3 months left before the test.."
"there's 10 weeks before the test.."
"there's 1 month before the test.."

..and then suddenly..it was..
"DAMN!!!! THERE'S 3 WEEKS LEFT!!"
"2 WEEKS TO GOOOO..WAAAA!!"
"1 WEEK LEFT!!!"

and then..

here i am..

never been this panicked before..

with only ONE DAY to go!!!!

AAAA!!!!!!! SOMEBODY, SAVE ME PLEASE!!!

i've never been this panic..
this nervous..
this " @#!%$^^&)(>?<!! " before...
all i could think of is..
"what am i going to do if i didn't pass the test?!!!"

and lately i was soooo FED UP with all of this..
all of these books..
all of these mountains..
..lakes..
..emperors..
..formulas..

it was like there's this tornado..keeps swirling inside my brain!!!
i can't think straight!!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!
and make a cocoon with my blanket..
damn!!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IF I DIDN'T PASS THE TEST??

ah..
yesterday a friend of mine gave me this phrase..
"尽人事后听天命"
do your best..and let God do the rest..

aaaaaaahhhhhh~~~~

JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUUUUUUU~~!!!!!


Sunday, April 15, 2012

yunxiang temple~

the first stimulation test is oveeeerrrr~~ yeyy!! yeyy!!
i've tried my best! but still i don't want to see the result.. =.=
seeing my test result will be the same as watching a horror movie in the middle of the night, alone..
@___@

anyway...i had a wonderful weekends!
rose, yan and i went to this mexican restaurant we were craving for months!
the food was cheesy..
and..
i LOVE it!!


besidessss, the waiters and waitresses are angels <3~
hahha!

later, we went to this 云翔寺..
we had to take 1 hour bus to get there..
PLUS..
half an hour MRT, around 15mins asking people for direction and 5mins pedicab..

when we arrived..
we were really ASTONISHED!
the place doesn't look like shanghai at all..
everything looks SLOW!
the cars..the pedicab..the bike..the people..
they all look so relaxed! and friendly..
hahha!

unfortunately..we arrived too late!
the temple closed at 16.30 and we arrived just 15mins before it..
wkk!
we begged the 阿姨 and 叔叔 to let us in..
they did..
but they kept telling us to pray quickly..hahha!

the temple is great!
but we didn't have enough time to EXPLORE thoroughly..

after that..
we went to the market beside the temple..
there were soooo many stalls selling so many things..
food..snacks..clothes..accesories..
etc etc etc..
we bought a lot..ate a lot..
we also ate our favourite stink tofu!
we asked the seller to give us the most stink of all..hahha!!
it's finger licking delicious..
but still..i don't think it was stink at all.. X9

it was a vacation after a long long loooonnnggg week!
though it was just a short trip..but we really enjoyed it!

on the bus!




the puppies that rose and i bought for our moms..
one of them reminds us of someone..hahha <3~
it only cost us 10rmb!! lol


we're playing around the bus stop like idiots! hahha!!
btw..i'm flapping my wings, trying to fly! X9


i also bought a new hat! and kerropi stickers!!!!!!! waaaa!!!
i got no money left!!!

Sunday, April 8, 2012

dead meat

waaa!! it's 8th April alreadyyyyy~~~
the D-day is like 27 days to goooo~~ dang! dang! dang!!



the clock is ticking waaaayyyy too fast!! someone please help me!! SOS!! SOS~!!
the less time i have..the more pessimistic i become..omg!!
plus!! there's like 模拟考试 (stimulation test) on  this friday and saturday...
WAA!! WAA!! WAA!!
i don't know..i don't know..i don't care anymoreeee~~
i'm a dead meat..!
X( X( X(

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

thanks for bringing me to this world, mom~

"MAAAAKKKK aaa~~"
i really miss the days when i can easily shout out like that..hahha..
(though i know i can simply call her and do it..but..the sensasion is D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T..lol~)

anywaaaayy..tomorrow's my mom's birthdaaayyyy~~
happy birthday, maaaaakk <3~
saeng'il chukha hamnidaaaaa~
生日快乐~
otanjoubi omedetoooou~
love you till the end of the day~



this is my first year not being able to accompany her on her birthday.. *shed tears*

thanks for bringing me to this world..
thanks for bearing on my attitude all these years..
thanks for loving me..
thanks for being my mom..
kamsiah..kamsiah..kamsiaaaahhh~!!
wish you live happily ever after..
wish you can fill your days with smiles..
wish you luck and happiness with a hug and a smile X) X)


this is your cake <3~


my gift for you..
hope you like it.. X)
LOTS OF KISSES!!
muach muach muach muach!!!



3rd April 2012,
from your little girl, who is not little anymore (hahha)...
elaine X)