life after the storm..

wohoooooo!!!

these past 2 weeks were hectic!! hahhaa~

i've been sooooooooooooo "busy"..wandering around all day..

we're at 同里, 苏州

it's water city..

kinda boring..

but there's this sex museum inside the garden..hahhaha!!!

(see the penis statue?)

i <3 this placeee!!!!

it's paradiseeeee..

hahha!

too bad i don't have money.. -.-

"try" doesn't cost you a penny..lol

reminds me of medaaannnn...hiks X'(

i've had my hair cut!!!

telur belacaaaannn...i miss youuuu!!!

you would never find me at home..if the shorter hand of clock didn't point to 10..LOL

I'M EXHAUSTED..and happy at the same time..wkk!!

but really...i need some sleep!!

anywaaaayyy...the test result was published 4 days ago..

and....

hoahahahhaoaahoahaoaoaao!!! MY NUMBER WAS IN IT!!!!

122181 胜利!!!! <3

OMG!!! I'M SOOOOOOO OVERWHELMED!!!

and sad at the same time..

aish!!

many of my friends didn't get in..

i don't know what to do..

sometimes i feel guilty..for no reason!

is it because my hardwork didn't even reach the half of their hardwork?

or is it just like the guilty feeling the rich has for the poor?

haih~

i think i really need a giant hammer to hit my head..

i think too much..

dammit

anywaaayyy...

i still got interview to do..

*sigh*

7 days to go, beh!

jiayoujiayouuu~

i should be preparing for it now..

but!

SO LAZY, MAN!

POST SCRIPT

TODAY'S CEKA'S BDAYYYY~!!!! <3

happy birthdayyyyy cekkaaaaa!!!!!

your prince charming is around the corner!!

so don't worry!!

hahhaha!!

LOVE YA!! <3 <3~

STORM!!

WAAA!!!! CLOCKS REALLY ARE TICKING WAY TOO FAST HERE!!
i've been doing countdown since the first day i stepped into this prep class..

"there's 3 months left before the test.."

"there's 10 weeks before the test.."

"there's 1 month before the test.."

..and then suddenly..it was..

"DAMN!!!! THERE'S 3 WEEKS LEFT!!"

"2 WEEKS TO GOOOO..WAAAA!!"

"1 WEEK LEFT!!!"

and then..

here i am..

never been this panicked before..

with only ONE DAY to go!!!!

AAAA!!!!!!! SOMEBODY, SAVE ME PLEASE!!!

i've never been this panic..

this nervous..

this " @#!%$^^&)(>?<!! " before...

all i could think of is..

"what am i going to do if i didn't pass the test?!!!"

and lately i was soooo FED UP with all of this..

all of these books..

all of these mountains..

..lakes..

..emperors..

..formulas..

it was like there's this tornado..keeps swirling inside my brain!!!

i can't think straight!!

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!

and make a cocoon with my blanket..

damn!!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IF I DIDN'T PASS THE TEST??

ah..

yesterday a friend of mine gave me this phrase..

"尽人事后听天命"

do your best..and let God do the rest..

aaaaaaahhhhhh~~~~

JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUUUUUUU~~!!!!!